Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Unfaithful...

I guess 7+ years of library experience, 18 months of which in my current position, doesn't mean squat when applying for a transfer (read lateral) position to another facility. I had my interview for the Library Technician II position in Canon City on Monday. Honestly, maybe I had a bit too much faith in myself and my abilities, because I thought that I was a shoo-in for this position. I mean, what more could they want? I come fully trained with a good knowledge of how a correctional library should run. I went to the interview confident that I was the best person for the job, I knew that I could do it. Turns out though that my experiences and knowledge in library operations doesn't hold up to someone with the almighty MLS degree. It seems that the superiors view this piece of insignificant paper as more powerful or useful than years of invested time in making libraries better places to be. I was runner-up to someone with next to no library experience but, most likely, a Masters in Library Science. I think that the powers-that-be think that by hiring MLS staff, they are getting more for their money because these individuals know all there is to know about libraries. That might be so, on paper, but they haven't a clue how to survive in a correctional setting. Good luck lady, you're going to need it...inmates can smell vulernability from miles away and they will eat your naive self alive. I can't wait until the day that I hear regret out of the mouths of my superiors...when they come knocking on my door to offer me the position because Ms. MLS has left for a better paying position. I'm sorry, I won't be answering. If you didn't think I could do it the first time around, how do you expect me to believe that you believe in my abilities as the runner-up? Don't belittle me and then come begging but--if you are determined to--there had better be a serious pay raise included in that offer.
Also, don't offer me a chance at getting a position at another library...I don't want your consolation prize. I will find a library that appreciates my experience and knowledge.. *raspberries on you*
Thanks for not having faith in your own library staff!

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Laura -

Hang in there - your experience in library work is extensive - the positions you've covered in your years at a library(s) are varied and comprehensive. The people in Canon City are short-sighted. You will prevail.

Mary

Jeanne said...

Hi, I talked with Laura about this happening. I always look at it that God has something better for me. I also figured I was a shoe in for the last position I tried for, I think it is the first time I have not gotten a job I applied for. Maybe we need humbling. Anyway, many good things came of me not getting that job, I got to know Cathy who DID get the job, even tho she had no previous library experience and little DOC library experience compared to my 12 years (2 of it DOC). She held that job for me while I had to do extensive comp doctoring. At one point, I also said I wouldn't take the job if they offered it to me later, but have since changed my mind. Timing is everything!!! Good luck Laura with what better things are acoming!!!! You deserve it! Jeanne

Lauren said...

Oh Laura, I'm so sad. :( I know you wanted that position, BUT...you know what!? I really really believe with all of my heart that things happen for a reason and that means that an even better fit postion for you is coming your way. They should have given the job to you, with you experience and HELLO fabulously giant brain and people skills, but since they didn't, their loss. Yeah, like you said, raspberries on them!

So, just hang in there and remember how great you are. The right thing for you is just down the road! :)

By the way, the pictures of Caitie are so cute! I can't stand it!
Lots a Love,
Lauren

LinkWithin

Related Posts with Thumbnails